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My mom died.

Posted by PAPERBOAT2001 - July 5th, 2021


Yes, the title is true.


This may come sudden but i really wanted to share it. No, it has nothing to do with COVID19. Viruses have zero relevance in this. I do not wanna go into details how it happened, she died peacefully months before and only now i decided to share it. I cannot stop thinking about it but i think it is my fault despite everyone else saying otherwise. There was this period when i isolated myself from everything to grieve alone. My dad wanted to talk to me but i refused. Soon i realized that was a mistake because i noticed my dad really needed to be comforted by someone, and that someone was supposed to be me.


So, one thing i learned from this: if a tragedy strikes, you are not the only one grieving. Everyone else feels the same, do not isolate yourself, best you can do is support and be there for each other.


I dunno what else to write, just RIP and she will be missed. I kinda feel better after telling you this. Have a nice day :)


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R.I.P to your mom, I do agree with what you said cause we are not alone, there are some people that you can talk to that can make you feel better, like friends or family.

Condolences to you along with Google translator, dude, I'm also on the verge of losing my mom all of a sudden .. After all, as she said, she just has female problems ...

But every night I think what it's like to come home and your house is not waiting for you, the only faithful woman... ?